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Saturday, May 29, 2010

Stop be in your Past Glory

Stop be in your past glory~
YES! i agree that..
Part of speech from UTAR president..haha
i agreed what he said~
I should let all the past go away~
Don't get "stucked" in it~
A new begining starts..
Get ready for the new journey..
The long journey2 go..
A new life,A new environment,A new way
AND A NEW ME!
haha..
it's time2 "transform"
or i should say - develop..
haha..
Like usual,there's a kind of reject feeling in me for new environment
I knew it will disappear soon..haha
foooo~
juz hope i can use2 it as fast as possible...
Be matured la...
i know im not..haha
sometimes,i really felt like
im still being pampered..
i hav2 grow up..
i know I HAVE TO~
knowing 2 solve problems myself...
that's the way human beings should be...
GROW UP!
GROW UP!
(but i know i won't grow " tall " anymore~ haha..)

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Seriously... Im very blue now --

Honestly,
I felt dissappointed,
I felt angry,
I felt sad ~
Although it's a day after i knew it,
although it's not the 1st moment i knew it,
but now only i felt a kind of awful feelings~
I know what i felt deep inside my heart actually,
it's really really discomfort at all...
hard2 describe..
but i really dun like tat kind of feelings~
n it makes me feel sad...
really really sad...
till there is a lots of "WHY?!!! " in my mind~
why,why,why,why,why n why~
is it my luck is not good at all?
or is it im not qualified actually?
it's my fate~
n i have2 face it 2~
there's nothing i can do~
sometimes juz tried2 console myself by saying,
it's not your luck~
maybe there's another good thing waiting4 u...
actually it's juz a kind of way2 console myself,
in the other way of saying,
actually juz "cheating myself"~
haiz..haiz..haiz..
n why,why,why,why n why~
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzz~
I'm fed up la~
haiz...
really don't like that kind of feelings now~
but i know that kind of feelings won't disappear in a short time~

Thursday, May 20, 2010

射手座-Sagittarius

射手座
  
  
  射手女生可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什 么,但是她一直都很清楚,她不想要的是什么。
  
  她总喜欢做幕后的看客,冷冷地,静静地看着一切,在她眼里,一切都在她的意料之中, 她并不觉得有什么是新奇的, 如果她表现得新奇,那是因为她觉得应该这样做。她像一个看戏的人,永远置身事外。
  
  你不要责怪她冷 漠,这是她保护自己的唯一方式。她像一只刺猬,随时竖起自己身上的刺,但她的刺不会伤人,她只是用来武装自己。
  
  她不敢要太多的 爱,她怕享受完爱之后,剩下的只是加倍的痛。所以当别人对她过度宠爱时,她不但不会欣喜,反而会惊惧地逃走,她不知道怎样回报别人对她的爱, 如果你得到她的喜爱,那是因为她已经知道如何面对,如何回报了。
  
  她追求那种君子之交淡如水的境界。
  
  她懂 得爱人,但她不习惯爱人,她知道爱往往伴随着恨,而恨,是太沉重的伤痛, 也是太容易让人疲倦的感情。她不想痛,也就懒得去恨,于是,为了防范恨与痛的到来, 她只好选择不爱,即使爱,也是淡淡的,冷冷的。别怪她,她是真的不知道如何专注。
  
  她有时也很虚伪。不要指责她,她之所以选择虚 伪,那是你勉强她做她不愿做但又拒绝不了的事, 她不习惯承诺,也不懂得拒绝,她最擅长的是难为自己。她不想你难过,只好令自己难过。
  
   她总是固执地认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,她将自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。 她老是担心自己的行为会让别人受到伤害。她不知道,受伤的其实是自己。只是她不知道如何表现出来, 她迷糊得像别人所认为的那样,将自己当成一个百毒不侵的人。
  
  
  别以为她很洒脱,很多时候,她其实是放不下的-——她比 任何人都要敏感,都要细腻,但她不会让你知道,她明白,即使你知道了,也是无济于事。 她的心是把握不住的风,她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。
  
   她不是不想平静, 她只是找不到平静的理由,她一生都无法明确自己在人世要扮演的角色,她只有不停地寻求,寻求自己最终的目的。
  
   如果她找到了,她会毫不犹豫地停下来, 从此放弃心灵的漂泊。很遗憾,她永远也不会满足,她的追求永不停止。她的心再累,无法逼迫自己放弃梦想,梦想是她唯一的支撑点。
  
   千万别让她失望。因为她学不会原谅,她非常渴求完美,虽然她知道世间没有绝对的完美, 但,她有绝对追求完美的执着。你若令她失望,她会不可挽回地离开,即使她的心在滴血,即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命,她也绝不回头。
  
   
  那个时候,你在她脸上所看到的,是让人寒心的决绝。即使她还在你的身边,她的心也早就离你十万八千里,你看不到她的恨,但是你会感受到比恨 还让人痛苦的冷淡。她的离开是心灵的离开。
  
  她可以在前半分钟对你好得让你受宠若惊,也可以在后半钟冷漠得让你不可接受。不要问她 为什么这样善变,她也不知道。当你看到她在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时,千万不要迷惑,不管她看起来是多么的疯狂,她内心其实是冷静的,她比你们任何一个旁观者更 知道如何处理快乐与悲伤,她只是习惯-——也可以说是喜欢将一切都变得疯狂。
  
  因为她觉得这是义务,也是权利,她是制造气氛的能 手,她的一句俏皮话会让一切轻快起来,但她的一声叹息又会将一切都弄得很沉重。她总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与忧郁.
  
  她并不如 你们看到的那么快乐,同样,也不如你们看到的那么忧伤,只是,她忧郁时, 喜欢带上快乐的面具,而当她快乐时,忧郁又不肯轻易放过她。
  
   在她的世界里,盛着的不是快乐的源泉,而是她不愿在人前滴下的泪水。你看到的她,笑起来像一个孩子,你有时会认为她天真得像是童话里走出来的天使。但 是,你若有心,你会看到她沉静时脸上挥之不去的忧伤,还有她的眼底,竟那么凝重地积压着一种看破红尘的味道。她只有在午夜无人的时候,才会完全地释放自 己。她不会在众目睽睽之下表露她的无助,她的彷徨,她的沧桑。
  
  她心里的,是永远流不尽的泪。你所看到的坚强,只是她在竭力掩饰的 脆弱。

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

SuSh1 D@Y~

Rainy Days..pls go away~
Rainy days..pls go away~
haha..
rainy day 2day..
gosh~ rain4 soooooo many hours~
when im back,
i was completely wet..haha
bcoz of "banjir"
i have2 take long way2 walk back ==
n of coz not "swim" back..haha
went2 sushi king this afternoon
with li ping,wei wen,sue teng
n of coz with the 2 teachers
miss spongebob n miss amboi...
haha..
both of them were late
n the funniest is..
miss spongebob thought the "meeting" is canceled
== juz bcoz tak reply msg
haha...
funny~
then eat+chit-chat,
li ping n sue teng left early...
haha..
then left 4 of us~
can c tat beh is tired..haha
she "travel" 2day wat..haha
then chit chat a lot la..
haha..damn fun~
n funny~
till i saw other customer look at me,
when i know i laugh2 loud..haha
shhhh~
i havent tell any1 yet..hehe
n now v know actually teachers got part-time job2
u know wat is tat?
It's ~ fb "investigator"
haha..they "observe" their students in fb..hehe
luckily i dah graduate.. XD
then teacher sent me..thx
n im not "jual mahal" la...
juz dun1 menyusahkan teacher la..haha
then of coz
WET!
the road summo banjir..gosh~
==
haha..
im already a bit not well this few days~
walk under rain summo..haha
but tat's great 2 walk under rain..
long time didnt do tat..
since i left ns..haha
cuz ns usually walk in rain..haha..
anyway,
FUN 2day~
next time will be at sushi "Queen"
(if can)..haha