I still can't pass my own "heart resistance"~ =(

Baby BaBy Baby OH!
stop being a baby~
a being pampered baby....
haiz..
when i can be an independent girl?
when?
but my heart told me that i havent ready2 be independent yet...
u're not ready yet..
but i have to~
1st week ~
usually i behave like this..
like ns b4...
1st week oso feel like wanna go home..haha..
but at least i got some1 i knew there..
here totally not...
no1 i know..
all r strangers...
i had2 adapt2 the brand new environment...
wonder why..
my home sick already started at the 1st night...
when im alone,i started2 be homesick...
although not far away frm home,
n luckily not far away from home...
if not,im gonna cry every moment when im alone...
haha...
dunno la..
maybe im being pampered...
really being pampered...
half adult dah...
please la...
independent la....
im begging2 myself~
please la..please la...
HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dumb dumb~
y during ns u can use2 it？
y not now?
Grow up girl...
GAMBATEH!!!! ^.^
every road has it's hardships n difficulties...
hoping everythings will be OK~
GAMBATEH!!!