Seriously... Im very blue now --

Honestly,
I felt dissappointed,
I felt angry,
I felt sad ~
Although it's a day after i knew it,
although it's not the 1st moment i knew it,
but now only i felt a kind of awful feelings~
I know what i felt deep inside my heart actually,
it's really really discomfort at all...
hard2 describe..
but i really dun like tat kind of feelings~
n it makes me feel sad...
really really sad...
till there is a lots of "WHY?!!! " in my mind~
why,why,why,why,why n why~
is it my luck is not good at all?
or is it im not qualified actually?
it's my fate~
n i have2 face it 2~
there's nothing i can do~
sometimes juz tried2 console myself by saying,
it's not your luck~
maybe there's another good thing waiting4 u...
actually it's juz a kind of way2 console myself,
in the other way of saying,
actually juz "cheating myself"~
haiz..haiz..haiz..
n why,why,why,why n why~
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzz~
I'm fed up la~
haiz...
really don't like that kind of feelings now~
but i know that kind of feelings won't disappear in a short time~