conflict

huuuuuusssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
finished 1 quiz 2day
BUT next test coming soon~
next wed~
yam gong
every week im being "tested"...
gosh~
really have 2 be consistent~
not like last time le....
it's time2 grow up lo~
life will get busier,harder later~
can't believe that im moving 2wards adult stage now...
seriously...
it's the stage that v had2 face the world~
the real real real world...
the rojak world...
no longer stay in my own "fantasy" world~
where the responsibilities is 0 , no worries ~
i 1der y there's some whom so desperate2 grown up...
haiz...
it's nice 2 stay in childhood~
but i know this kind of thinking,
really reflacts that im still kid~
immature duh~
but after 30 years,im reading this,
it will be different that time...
haha...
there's so lots of conflict occur
bit by bit...juz "bit"..haha
there's bio test 2moro..
but im not taking...
haha...
the only 1 in my unit who didnt take...
haha...
n tats y im so free2 blogging now...
bio~
haha...
the subject really tat doesnt suit me...
no matter i did how hard...
it's still remain the max level i can go~
maybe i really those boy-type...
haha..play with brain thinking...
not understand n memorizing part...
but sometimes i did really feel like,
im quite interested in bio...
BUT no testing me on it..haha
i read4 fun..hehe
but the most subject that i really felt sorry is
PHYSICS~
there's is a moment i was thinking
am i really so interested in phy?
am i suit4 that subject?
am i that desperate4 that subject?
talk bout interest~
yes, i am~
i am interested phy~
but im not sure that i suits4 tat anot...
but anyway,im not doing those "man-job'
haha...mechanical or EE stuff..haha
I GONNA BE CONCENTRATE!
CHEMICAL ENGINEER!
HERE I GO!!!!!!!!!!!

(i wonder y i so emo,juz bla bla bla..haha)