I have to be strong

Chem test just end,
i've got my marks,
but not the paper,
the marks....
quite bad~
doesn't fullfil my requirement,
in my condition,
i gotta get more than that,
i have to~
i still wondering what's my mistake,
but i know i have2 work harder now~
i told my mom,
im still ok la..
but actually,
honestly,
im sad =(
if i continue like this,
my target will be far away from me~
i gotta reach my target,
if not,everything will be flung~
i will never want that happen...
never~
lecturer's teaching is going faster n faster,
n i got questions,
i've gotta wait or make appointment,
it's so different from last time,
haiz...
if like this,i oso 4get wat i wanna ask dah..
yish~
BE STRONG!
BE TOUGH!
that's what i said 2 myself,
coz i HAVE TO~
no other alternatives~
it's juz the begining...
improvement~
IMPROVEMENT!!!!!!!!!
appreciate every seconds~
apppreciate.....
GOOD LUCK
4 maths n ad maths test next ^^
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!
i really wish all my lecturers
will be like my ad maths lecturer
she's juz like miss chooi
n she's damn helpful~
i like this lecturer...
although she gave me a bad image b4..hehe
but after her class,i realized..
actually she's the best lecturer...
no matter what,she will try2 help...
duh~ chem!
im going2 work hard4 U!!!!!
GAM - BA - TEH
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